So hi there. Happy Star Wars Day (may the fourth be with you!). It's been a long time since I blogged anything. I can't count how many times I thought about blogging but then just...didn't. The truth is that I am sick ...
So hi there. Happy Star Wars Day (may the fourth be with you!). It's been a long time since I blogged anything. I can't count how many times I thought about blogging but then just...didn't. The truth is that I am sick ...
It's 4:30am. I was supposed to wake up an hour ago. Instead, I haven't slept. Just could NOT shut my fucking brain off. I'm not sure if it's BPD, or my damned insomnia, or the stress, or the depression, or me taking my meds for the first time in a long time and them gaining ...
Before I begin my guest blog for Karl's Summah of LOVE (because really, it just BEGS to be said that way, like Chef from South Park is saying it), let me make it clear EXACTLY how much I'm sacrificing for Karl and his blog. Right now I should be filling my newly revamped ...
I have many weaknesses. I fall back on sarcasm and bad jokes sometimes when I'm feeling far too vulnerable. I (still) smoke. I bite my nails. I am known to retreat into myself, though I am getting better at that one. I have a difficult time accepting compliments, though I've learned to at least (try ...
Well, I'm back in the hospital today. Was hoping that Mom would get to go home today, but that doesn't look likely. Her heart is still beating irregularly and they're doing a TEE, a special kind of EKG, this afternoon. They don't want any clots showing up in her heart. That would be a bad ...