I've been through a metric shitton of therapy, both individual and group, to varying degrees of success. Spent two years in an intensive outpatient program (IOP), in fact. Grief recovery and suicide prevention was the main focus. Most everyone in that ...
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Thanks to all of you that sent in entries for the Funniest Sex Story contest. We had eight funny stories. They've all been read and the votes are in. Thanks to Shannon, Mike, and Janet, my amazing judges.
The Runner-Up is Sandi, who wins a special prize from the SecondHand ...
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Got nothing done today. My brain sometimes acquiesces and let's me sleep, but not for long. It's not a manic thing, either. Not having the luxury of naps to escape...*sigh*
I wonder how long it's going to take. For lots of things. Meds. Mood. Me. How long does it take to gain a grip?
I'm tired of ...
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Trying this blogging from my iPhone thing. Liking Neil's little posts.
Took the pill at 9. Didn't faint. That's something, I suppose.
Ran some errands. Leaving the house isn't something that comes easily. Wanted to shoot some assclown in the Walmart parking lot for honking their horn.
The bank teller asked how I was.
"I want to curl up ...
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