So I went to go meet with the new surgeon on Wednesday. I was supposed to meet with him and get a new surgery date. What I got was something altogether different.
This new surgeon says that there's a 75% chance I won't need surgery, after all. That I could be healed through physical therapy. I ...
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Day 3 of 28.
So I finish treatment on July 13, according to my advisor/therapist here. I'm already counting the days. Not that it's a horrible place, but damn. My schedule is not in line with the schedule they have me following here.
See, I'm a guy who goes to bed at 1 or 2 in the ...
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I've been through a metric shitton of therapy, both individual and group, to varying degrees of success. Spent two years in an intensive outpatient program (IOP), in fact. Grief recovery and suicide prevention was the main focus. Most everyone in that ...
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This week has been a total write-off as far as exercise is concerned. I've been sick for a week now, and even though I'm pretty sure it's just a cold, it's been kicking my ass. Major snot factory, coughing, wheezing, ...
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Got nothing done today. My brain sometimes acquiesces and let's me sleep, but not for long. It's not a manic thing, either. Not having the luxury of naps to escape...*sigh*
I wonder how long it's going to take. For lots of things. Meds. Mood. Me. How long does it take to gain a grip?
I'm tired of ...
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