I've been through a metric shitton of therapy, both individual and group, to varying degrees of success. Spent two years in an intensive outpatient program (IOP), in fact. Grief recovery and suicide prevention was the main focus. Most everyone in that ...
Tag Archive: medication
Feb
24
Babar is in My Living Room, and He’s a Morose Sonofabitch
Not. Doing. Well. It's all in between my fucking ears, as usual. That's always the problem area with me. I had a good day yesterday. A friend visited and made my day. Hell, my month. So why are these awesome moments so short-lived in my head? I'm back to miserable today. Overwhelmed. Feeling on the verge of...shit, ...
Feb
16
That’s Me in the Corner
I'm slacking. I feel it. Losing my momentum is not a feeling I like. The mania has subsided. My brain is much calmer (and dumber), though that's relative. It's still busier than most people's, I get that. But compared to the manic shit? It's like ...
Jan
31
He Had to be Flush with Success or He’d Never Have Tried Again
It's the end of Month One of YOR. On January 1st, I started off the YOR with this Resolution: January: Medical I resolve this month to take all of my medications as directed (including insulin). I resolve to check my blood ...
Jan
22
I Have a Few Things Going On Today
It's 4:30am. I was supposed to wake up an hour ago. Instead, I haven't slept. Just could NOT shut my fucking brain off. I'm not sure if it's BPD, or my damned insomnia, or the stress, or the depression, or me taking my meds for the first time in a long time and them gaining ...
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I’m a writer. A lover, not a fighter. An amateur philosopher who enjoys shaving giraffes and dancing around my living room in my boxers.