Trying this blogging from my iPhone thing. Liking Neil's little posts.
Took the pill at 9. Didn't faint. That's something, I suppose.
Ran some errands. Leaving the house isn't something that comes easily. Wanted to shoot some assclown in the Walmart parking lot for honking their horn.
The bank teller asked how I was.
"I want to curl up ...
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I'm slacking. I feel it. Losing my momentum is not a feeling I like. The mania has subsided. My brain is much calmer (and dumber), though that's relative. It's still busier than most people's, I get that. But compared to the manic shit? It's like ...
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