Seriously. Something has to give. I find myself constantly struggling to do a thousand things and accomplishing none of them. Sometimes because I can barely speak, let alone actually start DOING ANYTHING. I'm in a bad spot at the moment. Really fucking down. When I'm like this, I just want to close down, withdraw from everyone ...
Tag Archive: fucking mess
Aug
12
The Matrix Therapist Strikes Again
I'm overextended. I know that now. This isn't a rare thing for me, I often take on way too much shit. And post-BlogHer it's only worse. I KNOW I'm overextended when I start forgetting guest posts I've promised to do. First, I forgot Bluepaintred while I was still in Chicago for BlogHer. Ugh. And ...
Feb
02
I Suck at Death
I have many weaknesses. I fall back on sarcasm and bad jokes sometimes when I'm feeling far too vulnerable. I (still) smoke. I bite my nails. I am known to retreat into myself, though I am getting better at that one. I have a difficult time accepting compliments, though I've learned to at least (try ...
Oct
21
I Have No Candidate
Over two years we've been dealing with this fucking mess called the Presidential campaign trail. Two YEARS. Absolutely ridiculous. I hit the saturation point a long time ago, as many of us have. They call it political fatigue, though fatigue isn't strong enough a word to describe it. It's more like critical mass. My head ...
Oct
14
This Post is Pointless
So the other day - as I am sometimes wont to do - I woke up rudely after falling out of bed. I like to say "wont" every so often. It's a word not used enough. At any rate, I fell out of bed ...
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I’m a writer. A lover, not a fighter. An amateur philosopher who enjoys shaving giraffes and dancing around my living room in my boxers.