Trying this blogging from my iPhone thing. Liking Neil's little posts.
Took the pill at 9. Didn't faint. That's something, I suppose.
Ran some errands. Leaving the house isn't something that comes easily. Wanted to shoot some assclown in the Walmart parking lot for honking their horn.
The bank teller asked how I was.
"I want to curl up ...
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Not. Doing. Well.
It's all in between my fucking ears, as usual. That's always the problem area with me.
I had a good day yesterday. A friend visited and made my day. Hell, my month. So why are these awesome moments so short-lived in my head? I'm back to miserable today. Overwhelmed. Feeling on the verge of...shit, ...
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Had my first ever videoconference with a shrink today. First ever videoconference, ever, actually. Went pretty well.
The Matrix Therapist had sent the doc the list of meds I'd brought in for her to look at...the ones I was taking 10 years ago, the ones that actually were doing something. And the shrink actually looked that ...
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