Tag Archive: Depression

Babar is in My Living Room, and He’s a Morose Sonofabitch

Not. Doing. Well. It's all in between my fucking ears, as usual. That's always the problem area with me. I had a good day yesterday. A friend visited and made my day. Hell, my month. So why are these awesome moments so short-lived in my head? I'm back to miserable today. Overwhelmed. Feeling on the verge of...shit, ...

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I Say Let Us Blow This Pop Stand

I wrote another story for my remaining gig last week. That's two now. Woo hoo! Meh. I should be working more. See aforementioned lack of momentum. Feel like I've been punched in the gut. I'm pretty blah about most everything of late, truth be told. Watching ...

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I’d Give Anything Not to Tell You This, But Sometimes Nightmares are Real

Had my first ever videoconference with a shrink today. First ever videoconference, ever, actually. Went pretty well. The Matrix Therapist had sent the doc the list of meds I'd brought in for her to look at...the ones I was taking 10 years ago, the ones that actually were doing something. And the shrink actually looked that ...

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Pause in Pursuit

So yesterday I went to see the Matrix Therapist for the first time in a couple of weeks. For those of you that are new to 2HT, I call her that because of our first meeting: MT: I have this sticker on my car that says, "There is no spoon." You know what I mean? Me: Did ...

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Looks Like We’ve Had Our Glitch For This Mission

I wish I could tell you that this month's Resolution has gone off without a hitch, but it hasn't. There's a bit of a fly in the ointment, and I can't yet say what. Suffice it ...

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