Can't really blog much here. Computers are rather limited. So is phone signal. Can only get signal outside.
Thanks for all your messages on Twitter and Facebook. I see them. Can't respond to everyone, though. Or blog comments.
For those that wanna write me, here's my mailing address through the first week and a half ...
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Two days left.
Two days for me to get my fill of Twitter and Facebook and blogs.
Two days to wonder how good the cell signal is there.
Two days to wonder if I'll be able to blog. I'm definitely bringing my journal ...
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So I just called to check on my inpatient status. Looks like I'm in.
I start Tuesday - yes, THIS Tuesday - report in at 8am. Which means I get to leave my house no later than ...
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I've been through a metric shitton of therapy, both individual and group, to varying degrees of success. Spent two years in an intensive outpatient program (IOP), in fact. Grief recovery and suicide prevention was the main focus. Most everyone in that ...
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So the big concert on Saturday (OK Go) was a wash, thanks to a dead car battery the day of the concert. Thankfully, it didn't happen in Orlando. Had I got out of the show at 11'ish Saturday night, and my car wouldn't start, I would have been fucked royally. Instead, it ...
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