Want

Got nothing done today. My brain sometimes acquiesces and let’s me sleep, but not for long. It’s not a manic thing, either. Not having the luxury of naps to escape…*sigh*

I wonder how long it’s going to take. For lots of things. Meds. Mood. Me. How long does it take to gain a grip?

I’m tired of having very little to get excited about. Tired of being tired.

I want to feel better. I want to BE better. I want to not feel so damn lonely. I want…what I can’t have.

And that’s not frustrating in the least.

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6 Responses to Want
  1. Sybil Law
    March 13, 2010 | 8:06 pm

    But what about ME?!
    :)
    In all seriousness, I think you’ll get there soon. Just relax, breathe, and smile as much as possible.
    Lamest advice ever? Probably. Heartfelt? Yes.
    xoxo

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    Secondhand Karl Reply:

    @Sybil Law, Not bad advice at all, babe. Thanks. Good to chat last night.

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  2. thepeachy1
    March 13, 2010 | 8:45 pm

    WHA? there’s hope of gaining a grip? wtf, not cool, how come you have that option and I don’t dude… anyway sounded like that or a blow job and yeah I have reached my quota on the blow jobs for this year already so you got some sarcasm. love it, mmmm

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    Secondhand Karl Reply:

    @thepeachy1, It’s pretty much always the case: sarcasm over blowjobs.

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  3. Hilly
    March 14, 2010 | 5:07 am

    Thanks so much for listening today. I appreciate it more than you know. It’s nice to talk to someone without an agenda sometimes. :)

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    Secondhand Karl Reply:

    @Hilly, My pleasure. Was glad you called. We need to do that more often.

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